The Matrix Revolutions
okay so this was much better than I remembered it being, this trilogy is damn near perfect to me. if you know me it really shouldn't be surprising why the cyborg tranny jesus movies get me going. it really feels like they kinda made them just for me. so, truth is a nebulous paradox and reality is a rorschach and yet we are all still here and have to live with our circumstances. what a life. every religion and philosophy on earth essentially agrees that there or only two approaches you can take considering this: blind faith in the sanctity of your humanity both individual and collective, or nihilism. but the further down the rabbit hole you go the more the lines between those two seem to blur and feel inconsequential. it can begin to feel like there is a Detachment inherent to both. the more you think about these things, the more aware of your place in it you are, you can start to see that perhaps what you think about it doesn't change the currents of reality or the tides of fate and overculture. one person cannot change these things just by a shift in mindset and this is a painful truth to come to. and yet truth is a nebulous paradox, and you have to believe that blind trust can mean something. that even if you cant change the world, you can change yourself, and that the ripple effect of that will Matter. and you have to believe that believing that will make it real. and you have to try your hardest and love and faith forever nyaaaa <3 because what the fuck else is there to do? change, death, will catch us all in the end. you have a body and that is the only miracle you need. all that is left is to believe.
(05-28-2025)